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What Has Humanity Achived

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What does it mean "I do not exsist"

Some here think I am on one hell of an ego trip. well what does it mean for me not to exsist??? I have thought about this all day yesterday, First what does it even mean to be me,,,lets see,,,First let me say I do not take my job here on earth litely at all,,,my spirit is not to big for her pants,,,she wakes every mourning to the same movie everyday,,,,she does not think that she is greater than any one of you,,,,she believes that it took all of creation to manifest her here at this time,,,,she has tryed to be normal,,,of course what is normal is not real anyway,,,just because you want me to believe that she is not real,,,only proves that some do not want the end to come,,,WHY???do you not want the end to come,,,,are you selfish????A shift in the world has been happening for a while now,,,,either walk though the fire or be consumed by the fire,,,,this is the only choice any of us have,,,,I have had spirit sisters say "I hope her ego don't get the best of her" will God keeps me in check,,,,God sees me everyday just as he sees all of creation,,,,I am a human just like all of you are,,,just like all of you have a job to do for God/Goddess,,,The Father and Mother of heaven are no repecter of persons,,,it rains on the just as well as the unjust,,,,Mary queen omega is real,,,and nothing any of you say or do can change that fact,,,So please just learn to not care what I say,,,or continue to try and convence me of what you persive to be real,,,but don't hold your breath for me to conform to what you think is real,,,,each of us has our own path to walk,,,,and that is not up to me how you walk in the shoes you were given,,,for if it were up to the I nothing and no one would exsist at all,,,because I only exist to shine Love,,,and sometimes the world says its not enough,,,,but without Love and Light nothing does exist,,,it is dust to dust,,,matter is just a figment of our own creating power,,,Just remmber you have to have the end in order to begin again,,,,its a never ending circle,,,even if I did not exist my Love will always exist forever and ever,,,I know my end so if ego were going on just tell me who in their right mide would want to be me anyway,,,,If God told you that you were Jesus and that you were going to have to die the way he did would you have come to exist here???Love and Light Mary

I have something to say to all my friends and enemies

I love you BobFrost ,,,you are such a good hugger,,,and when I am talking smack about men or even women,,,its is a refletion of only what I feel from the words of others,,,and your emotions are very real to me,,,,There are still real people here,,,,so please all that feel hurt from any of my words,,,ask your own spirit if I am talking to you,,,,I am talking to a world that hurts and all that here and read my words,,,feel what I say don't read with your mind read with your hearts,,,,of one crazy chick who thinks believes and breaths everyday,,,know I am the Mother of heaven,,,in the flesh,,,and some days it ain't good to be me,,,ok,,,,,I love and I try hard not to show the side that makes me want to hurl,,,,,I love what God Goddess created,,,and I see the pure potential in every person,,,and not always does that refletion stay very high for very long,,,,well I hope that all of you have a wonderful Loving day and be all that you know you all can be,,,,Love and Light Mary

To All My Friends and Fans

sadheartsmiley Hey sorry I have not been here much, the class I am in now is very hard for me to understand in written words, so I am having to go to other people outside of my home for help,,,I will not be on here till after the 1st of next month,,,sorry just know that I Love and miss all of you. Pray for my team mates and my fellow class mates too,,,this one is hard on all of us, Statistics is the class. Well got to get off of here, Love and Light to all my family here. Mary

Het all you EPers

 Hey come on, whats the matter, you don't think my question is worth anwsering,,,, Please try will you,,,just this one ok,,,,I need to hear from as many as I can,,,it will help me see where all of you people's hearts are,,,,so please go to my question, and just give me your best guess, ok...Oh and by the way thank easypete, you did not have the best anwser but you had the lazyest  anwser. So that show me that you my friend are a very self absorbed being,,,,very sad for you,,,,,Love abnd Light Mary

Well Well Well

I have had a very good day today, spent time with my grandkids,,,gave mom a bath,,,,and roasted hot dogs and marchmellows at my heart fire,,,,Tommrow I have school,,,so far its the 3rd week and I have an A in this class so far not mad,,,,plus this girl on my team,,,said she was very impressed with my writing made my day,,,I just kept hearing her say that over and over in my head today,,,,I love it when I am happy at school,,,I really don't need any added stress to my life right now,,,welll me and my family are good today,,,no fighting,,,,

 

 

 


I did that flower test

 

Sunflowers Say You're Very Buoyant
You are a truly warm person with amazing bursts of energy.
You bring happiness to everyone around you, and you are adored by many.

You're bright, bold, and cheery. You nourish friends you with your optimism.
You can rise to the occasion whenever you are needed. You have boundless enthusiasm.

 

All I will say is I picked the flower closest to my true favorite flower which is daisys,,,everyone trys to put me with roses,,,I do like them but my favorite is daisys,,,Love and Light Mary


I lose it over the stupidest stuff

  I am very angry with my daughter and her smart disrespectful attatude,,,she refuses to believe that her family has anything to do with the huge amount of tolet paper,,,,its so stupid I could just scream  well now we are laughing about it,,,this is very cool,,,,us mood swinging together,,,,I don't know if my nerves will hold up,,,to my mini- me,,,,she is my fire,,,,and I love her so much,,,,even thou she can brings out my worst hatefullness,,,she has this smug way of talking when she is mad at me for something that is not my fault,,,,but she still trys to blame the whole house,,,,when they just moved in here this month,,,and we do not use that much,,,,now she is saying she does think its the kids,,,all that hatefullness and she is fine again,,,,untill something else comes up,,,,I am on a never ending rollercoaster here,,,,well just getting stuff out,,,Love and Light Mary


Yeah My Christmas was Great,,,and on to the New Year

  So tell me friends did all of you have a very loving Christmas,,,,and for those of you who did not,,,did someone ,,,,at least one being,,,, make you smile,,,,,,,,well I pray at least one smile happened to you sad hurting people on that Christmas day,,,I sent the whole world all of my Love and Light,,,just to get your heart fires going,,,,you are sure going to need alot of Love and Light next year,,,all of the world should here my words,,,,be good,,,be loving,,,, and kind,,,,,and giving,,,to all people,,,,its important,,,,because we need everyone vibrating in Love and Light,,,before 12/21/12,,,,,this is your chance to be a shineing light to your fellow Brothers and Sisters,,,we are all apart of something much bigger than any one person,,,,so come on and shine for the rest of all time,,,,and lets end the lies,,,its time and just be Love and Light,,,,Mary


I LOVE WORDS THAT MOVE MY SOUL

  I really wish people that felt that someone elses words were just mere words said ,,,because one thinks they are so clever,,,and witty to say just the right thing that makes one think that hey maybe their words have weight,,,maybe its not just hot air they are blowing in my ear,,,Many hear the words but many have no idea,,,the deepth of what words are said in here,,,,Nor do they relize what is spoken in their hearts goes right to the ears of those that do here,,,,now with that said,,,,do you think anyone is scared of what they say,,,,I wonder,,,and I ponder,,,man fears his own death,,,but takes no mind to offending God the one who can not only take our lifes,,,but can cause our sould to never feel His Light,,,,why are we not afraid of God,,,,I just wonder,,,Many say they know Him,,,but are they for real or are they just blowing hot air,,,Today if grown ups are suffering its because you cause this suffering by not seeing the truth in everything that is,,,,I am not upset,,,I am just feeling my words,,,and specking my heart,,,,here on EP I Mary can speck to the whole world,,,and the whole world can change this whole picture,,,,you want to be happy in 2010,,,try making God/Goddess really happy,,,,,how about some drums beating the Mother heart beat to my feet so that we can open up and Shine with that Devine Light (which is the Fathers) and the Love ( that is your Mother beanth your feet) so come on ZION lets get this movie rolling,,,I do not want to wait any more,,,I am ready to up some doors,,,,Teach your children to be happy with Love not stuff,,,teach them about the things that they need to know to survive,,,times of great sorrow will follow those who refuse to be one LOVE ONE LIGHT,,,,yes the two must unite in the fire,,,,people out there that know what the hey I am talking about,,,,,VERMONT,,,,,,2010,,,,MISSIOURI 2011,,,if this means anything to you write me and tell me how this will happen,,,,Love and Light Mary


An Exersize to Connect anyone to the Father and Mother

 ok here is how it goes,,breath deep and breath out slow,,,keep breathing like that,,,oh yes,,,if you can go outside and stand on the grass or dirt barefooted( if this is not possable,,,than standing on wood,or holding a rock will work) ok now visiualize a purple light coming up from your feet and filling your whole being,,,this is your Mother,,the energy that comes from the earth that you walk on,,,when she has filled you up with her Love she shoots straght up to heaven,,,,see the color go to heaven,,,than a bright white light comes down from heaven and surrounds you,,,this is your Father 's Love,,,breath those colors for as long as you feel you need too,,,do this everyday,,,it cost you nothing but a little time,,,and I promise you will feel their energy merging with yours,,,and your spirit will come alive,,,hope you all try,,,Love and Light Mary


An Exersize to Connect anyone to the Father and Mother

 ok here is how it goes,,breath deep and breath out slow,,,keep breathing like that,,,oh yes,,,if you can go outside and stand on the grass or dirt barefooted( if this is not possable,,,than standing on wood,or holding a rock will work) ok now visiualize a purple light coming up from your feet and filling your whole being,,,this is your Mother,,the energy that comes from the earth that you walk on,,,when she has filled you up with her Love she shoots straght up to heaven,,,,see the color go to heaven,,,than a bright white light comes down from heaven and surrounds you,,,this is your Father 's Love,,,breath those colors for as long as you feel you need too,,,do this everyday,,,it cost you nothing but a little time,,,and I promise you will feel their energy merging with yours,,,and your spirit will come alive,,,hope you all try,,,Love and Light Mary


Oh happy day,,,I got a BBBBBBB

   Yeah I just got my grade,,,and I made a B,,,I can not believe it,,,I really thought I was going to get my first C,,,,I am so happy I could cry,,,Thank you all for doing our survey,,,out of 7 points we got 6.15,,,I am very happy with that considering the hell I went though with one of my team mates,,,I am so glad that class is over,,,now on to the next one,,,next class is Human Factors in Technology,,,Love and Light Mary


Oh my God

hey what is up,,,ask me a question,,and block me so I can,t even anwser you,,,I know you do not know me,,,and sometimes I talk so mean,,,its only venting nothing,,,meant to hurt or insult any of you here,,,why can,t people just ask whats up,,,instead of frecky out of some medafores,,,well anyway,,,I got to go,,,I will start talking in here and leave you people alone,,,Mary


My witty mind

I too have seen my death,,,, details are blurry
 but I know my death
 and I will go ever so gladly
 but only when it is my time,,,,, and,,,,,,, it will not be at my own demise
 but unfortunte for the other,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I will die at the hands of another


Well what can I say You don't like Me

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Previous Posts
Now What, posted July 8th, 2011, 1 comment
What Has Humanity Achived, posted July 7th, 2011
What does it mean "I do not exsist", posted December 1st, 2010, 5 comments
I have something to say to all my friends and enemies, posted July 17th, 2010
To All My Friends and Fans, posted July 3rd, 2010
Het all you EPers, posted May 21st, 2010
Well Well Well, posted March 24th, 2010
I did that flower test, posted March 12th, 2010, 2 comments
I lose it over the stupidest stuff, posted January 25th, 2010
Yeah My Christmas was Great,,,and on to the New Year, posted December 28th, 2009
I LOVE WORDS THAT MOVE MY SOUL, posted December 26th, 2009
An Exersize to Connect anyone to the Father and Mother, posted September 30th, 2009, 4 comments
An Exersize to Connect anyone to the Father and Mother, posted September 30th, 2009, 2 comments
Oh happy day,,,I got a BBBBBBB, posted September 30th, 2009, 2 comments
Oh my God, posted September 27th, 2009
My witty mind, posted June 21st, 2009
Well what can I say You don't like Me, posted April 24th, 2009, 1 comment

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